changes...
well, a word so easy to spell but so freaking hard to get it done. changes aren't very easy to implement though, maybe that's what it is said to get a change done to get your mood right. so that's what I did I came home peeps to stop feeling homesick (not to mention I dropped the opportunity to go to goa as an IV but my room felt more appealing to me at that point ). well I thought I was hitting depression because of this strange mood I was getting in every two hours but turned out to be I was just missing the way my room smelt and the way my mum would make me cottage cheese flatbreads, so ya here I am writing from my home.
my Instagram stories of me being home apparently.
being home should be happiness justified right but apparently, for a phase it wasn't well homesickness started getting cured, depression started hitting in though , well when people judge you for your body your hair your complexion the very next moment that's not something I would really appreciate let alone me would anyone appreciate I hope not.
well, no one my very own people judged me ,trust me they thought they were helpful to me by reminding me my flaws but that hurts more cause I'm well aware for sure .well I guess that will be a different story for some other day saved will come out for sure I promise after all I promise to leave nothing out.
but I got happy after all cause not because the judging stopped though I got a really nice dinner at my favourite restaurant the white x sky lounge what else do I need .hence it subsided though it's all gonna come out though not all at once.
ciao .
