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Wednesday, July 22, 2020

Maybe my love story!!

We all meet people online now and then right and we got no idea how important they suddenly become. Straight from being strangers to being each other's everything they fell in love.this is a modern millenial Love story. The story which started developing when the girl had priorly finished all assignments and the guy had no one to talk to.
Both of them searching for friendships landed upon a common platform.
this guy was the pickiest of one that you will ever find and the girl was the one who was broken before the one who collected her pieces off the ground alone when she was shattered and walked out strongly. The girl knew what love brings and takes away. The guy was in love for the very first time. we usually do this when we talk to someone we go all in an open everything that we have everything that we have right now in a present and that everything we had in our past.
when we love we go all-in so the way come out being a billionaire or we go bankrupt.
thats what they did they went all in and,gave everything they had they knew each other since just a few hours and the girl insisted she could see the guy I personally.now of course that is not possible at 1 in the morning because they had been talking all day and it was already past midnight. Yes they just had been talking for a few hours and they had already reached here. I know you will be thinking why so desperate man but their conversations were magical and so were they.
now if they had to meet personally the only way left was an Instagram video call because of course they hadn't exchanged numbers after just a few hours of talking so that was the only way that could have happened.
as the call commenced the guy was so shy he kept staring at the ceiling. That was the moment that she fell in love with the man.the video call went about for an hour not because they had a lot to talk about but because the Mumbai rains took over and there was no electricity. So just to To comfort her he kept on blabbering. The electricity returned and the call was about to end. This said bye and Hung up. The girl was restless as the situation was kinda out of control and she felt that losing out of her hands so she texted him up and got his number.
the next 48 hours they  talked with out breaks and leaving nothing about starting from the deepest darkest us to the brightest present and there any future. From the minute they open their eyes in the morning to the minute they couldn't keep their eyes open any more at night they just talked about everything they knew .
those days they could both feel themselves leaning in, they kept their secrets their behaviour and everything that they had on the table like an open journal . They had nothing and everything to lose at the same time.
everyone knows when they are falling already you know it, they knew as well. The time for confession came in , now the disaster was who would pitch in first. Confessions are always tiring and also frightening because of course there is always the fear of rejection. They fell in love in the middle of their transformation. They were aware about what they had they were aware of his anger of her solitude and her tolerance.Now when you know that the only thing that can keep the relationship going is the next step that is confession you have to confess because of course it cannot wait.
a day later the guy was supposed to leave for his family annual trip. You know when we leave a city or a place we often realise how important a person is for you when you feel as if you lose the person when you leave the city that's when a confession happens that's when their confession happened.
when he boarded the train after the last video call before the trip they didnt talk for a bit beacause was in college in a lecture and he was busy boarding a train of course.
after the train started rolling out to the city he realised what he was missing or what he was leaving behind. So he kept getting vulnerable and texted her kept talking trying to build up the conversation, she was mid lecture when y asked if she wants to know how she felt. She agreed to know what was on his mind. He immediately confessed saying " I love you" just the plain classic I love you no emoticons no hearts just that sombre vibe.
she was mid lecture if you remember when he said the words she had craved for since the video call moment. her heart skipped a million beats not because he proposed but because she knew that if she says yes then she would get in the same situation (as per her) as she was in around five years ago.
He confessed at 3:46 p.m. she replied at 3:48 p.m.with an "I love you too" to a plane classic I love you  no emoticons no heart emojis.
within this two minutes of her thinking she thought about every situation that she could get into in the  next years . she would let herself take an enormous risk just because she fell in love with every big and small thing he possessed.
The talked for the entire day about everything that lives, their families , their cultures and everything. They wished each other good night and laid down. She in her bed and him on his train berth.they wished each other good night but they both had sleepless nights wondering what the fuck just happened.
but we all know right when a story starts the sky is pink the clouds are purple and everything starts to look beautiful and feel happy and pleasing. But then we have seen that once the things are beautiful the fuckening has to happen.
So the fuckening happened,as he woke up the next day she did as well and as regularly they talked about what was going on what they were doing that picture updates going on. almost at the end of the day he texted that his phone was gonna die and said I'll text you when I charge my phone. Then he didn't text later now imagine a girl just got into a relationship after taking such an enormous risk and the guy disappeared almost one day after they start dating . Now they had these answered rule of good night and good mornings, so she thought he must have knocked out from the trip from the entire day so she didn't mind that wished him a good night which of course wasn't read and she fell asleep as well ,she woke up the next morning checked the phone and  still no  good morning either. This hit her differently because he was the person who used to get up first to wish you
her a good morning. Well it kept bothering her she's skipped a hell lot of meals because thats who she was .  for her roommates noticed something was off she had been down lately, and hadnt been getting so many meals , so after almost two days of him not showing up the roommates find out what was happening.
the two best friends that she had one of them was convinced that he was a playboy. And he decided to do research on him the family background and this stuff that he could contact him in emergency just in the pure intention of helping her.he couldn't find anything which would be piling upon the fact that he was a playboy because he was not. they could not find anything to contact him now the roommates did some research as well this every thing every nook and corner on a social media every handle every every account and everything that they could get their hands on they went up to truecaller and found an e-mail address that iwas attached to his number that he used she took that down and send an extremely concerned the email of course not reply.
she used to text him she used to as before informing and giving every little detail of her day.
She  could recall what he told , she knew it was a 5 day trip .which meant when he left on Saturday he would come back by Thursday she was convinced and also she convinced herself that you would wait until Thursday end of the day.
4th and the 5th days went to the same as well as the custom good night and good mornings custom details being upset and skipping meals everything just as usual.
Now it was the day the Thursday end of the day would mean she had to leave ,leave him behind and move on.
Thursday started off she knew he would be back by now. The last text that she sent read,  Thursday is the latest I'll wait up to .
It was 10:06 am when a text perfect from him reading "I'll always be right here it's just that my stupid phone died".
in the back of her mind she knew she wouldn't have left. If a guy's last text read ,"sorry babe my phone's gonna die and I will charge and text as soon as possible"
That guy had to be trusted.
those five days were the weirdest for the both of them as neither of them had solution to the problem.
she skipped meals a lot and he roamed around vestige feeling helpless not to be able to talk to his girl. Now as he got back he didn't like things like skipping meals and stuff and more. That lead up to a huge heated argument and they both Hung up on each other. 2 minutes later he called and said "I am mad at you but also I love you so much."
These tiny little things made a fall in love with him.
after everything was back on track right .now it was time for first date and first dates are just so pukingly nervous was but the managed to survive and stick around they went to the movies Marine drive is kinda their favourite getaway like shady couples for stopping the chowpattyi food seemed like the best . He slipped his hand in hers and she saw heaven. kisses needed a lot of courage and they both flagged off it at that moment.
they survived through this with more magical moments and more loads of wonderful dates. Their last date was before the lockdown by last I don't mean the last of their lifetime but the last  they met. to this day  they will have a hell of a lifetime to date I told you before what they were aware about was his anger that just went away with the love she gave and her solitude converted to him knowing everything about her . they're stuck a lot miles apart but they miss each  other like never before missing that longing feeling of touch. And they never forget to express it. She is the supporter and the withstander he is the strength and the rant keeper. They might not talk for 20 hours a day now as they used to talk when they met but they still are aware of all the shit happening in each other's lives and they are well aware of how to support each other.He can estimate by her voice the mood she is in .she is aware of his tiniest details. I don't know how to end this story because they are still madly in love and always will be. I don't know how but after reading millions of love stories this is my favourite.



 
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